A Good Monday, today is Columbus Day, a holiday in many parts of the country. I just finished a crazy shift. Sixteen hours of actual in house coverage and thirty-two hours of on call coverage. Last night I was called 5 times, very little sleep. I hope they change this weekend schedule! Its ok at the smaller Hospitals but the place I was covering is ALWAYS very busy.
October is one of my favorite months, we are getting into the fall season, church bazaars are getting into full swing, its the time of year I enjoy antiquing the most. However, this month is also my mother's birthday. The first since her death in January, so its a very poignant time for me. I have a lot of thoughts and emotions swirling around which makes me more sensitive, and perhaps vulnerable. I noted it last night in my work, I do not like feeling so raw emotionally myself in the midst of others crisis. I feel I lacked the appropriate distance, to be the non anxious presence in the midst of their crisis. There must be balance?
Today I want to share two songs, rather different, talking about different kinds of love. Just my feeling today. I am finding how music helps get the feelings out, whether its sadness, anger, or whatever. The beat, and and words seem to help. Hope you enjoy them..One of these songs is a repeat from a few months ago. Just where I am today. ..
http://youtu.be/6giXgG6qQzo
http://youtu.be/xWCcW3A08Vc
October is one of my favorite months, we are getting into the fall season, church bazaars are getting into full swing, its the time of year I enjoy antiquing the most. However, this month is also my mother's birthday. The first since her death in January, so its a very poignant time for me. I have a lot of thoughts and emotions swirling around which makes me more sensitive, and perhaps vulnerable. I noted it last night in my work, I do not like feeling so raw emotionally myself in the midst of others crisis. I feel I lacked the appropriate distance, to be the non anxious presence in the midst of their crisis. There must be balance?
Today I want to share two songs, rather different, talking about different kinds of love. Just my feeling today. I am finding how music helps get the feelings out, whether its sadness, anger, or whatever. The beat, and and words seem to help. Hope you enjoy them..One of these songs is a repeat from a few months ago. Just where I am today. ..
http://youtu.be/6giXgG6qQzo
http://youtu.be/xWCcW3A08Vc
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